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Oct. 22nd, 2014

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Suho
[Suho]
Sun Gemini 0.33
Moon Virgo 16.48
Mercury Taurus 6.39
Venus Cancer 14.23
Mars Cancer 27.27
Jupiter Leo 7.31
Saturn Aquarius 6.49 R
Uranus Capricorn 13.21 R
Neptune Capricorn 16.29 R
Pluto Scorpio 18.40 R
Lilith Capricorn 2.50
Asc node Capricorn 20.11

With Mars in Cancer you have a sensitive and moody sexual energy. Your need for emotional connection must be satisfied in order for you to fully enjoy physical sex. In fact, you are likely to become emotionally attached to anyone you sleep with. It's difficult for you to separate love and sex since they are, for your sign anyway, two sides of the same coin. You have a primal need to nurture and protect both yourself and those you love. This can make Mars in Cancer a sign that becomes too self protective and even passive aggressive in the pursuit of desires. Mixed signals are likely from this sign. When you are in pursuit of your desires however, you're likely to be very romantic.

If the planet Venus is in the sign Cancer then your most dominant need in love is emotional security. You are tender and sensitive in matters of romance and sex. You need to be nurtured and most easily express love for another by nurturing beyond a lover's wild expectations. This could lead to co- dependent relationships where you end up getting hurt, especially if you confuse love with smothering which you sometimes do. Venus in Cancer is timid when dealing with romantic pursuits. You much prefer to prove to a potential lover how you can feed their heart and soul rather than be bold and direct in sexual matters. Feelings must be genuine and if hurt in love having Venus in Cancer is likely to shield you from opening your heart for quite some time.


Baekhyun
[Baekhyun]











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Time unknown
Sun Taurus 15.51
Moon Gemini 29.20
Mercury Aries 22.06
Venus Taurus 5.31
Mars Aries 0.10
Jupiter Virgo 4.40
Saturn Aquarius 18.05
Uranus Capricorn 17.55 R
Neptune Capricorn 18.54 R
Pluto Scorpio 21.45 R
Lilith Aquarius 11.50
Asc node Capricorn 1.37

(note: used Seoul as his birth place since it is the closest city to Bucheon listed)

With Mars in Aries your instinct is warrior like and quick to take action. This is the fearless firefighter who rushes into a blazing building without thinking twice. Brave yes, but all too often this is a placement that will suffer burns in the romance department. If you have Mars in Aries you want what you want but don't seem to consider any consequences. You have a very strong sex drive and it's likely that you'll want to get down to business immediately and often. Always first at the finish line, those with Mars in Aries will take pride in being the number one lover although you tend towards being selfish in bed and may rush. Mars in Aries craves excitement in love and sex.

If the planet Venus is in the sign Taurus then your greatest need in love is security. Physical security by knowing your partner is sexually loyal will be crucial. Venus in Taurus is a possessive sign in love and since you give yourself completely to someone you love, you expect nothing less in return. In your heart, love equals ownership. Taurus loves everything that is stimulating to the senses so you are the typical Venus sign that enjoys being wined and dined in the most romantic settings. Plenty of hugs, cuddling and physical affection are given freely by this sign but are also needed for Venus in Taurus to feel loved in return.

Chanyeol
[Chanyeol]










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Sun Sagittarius 5.08
Moon Capricorn 8.08
Mercury Scorpio 23.51 R
Venus Capricorn 16.16
Mars Cancer 27.35
Jupiter Libra 9.06
Saturn Aquarius 13.17
Uranus Capricorn 15.45
Neptune Capricorn 17.10
Pluto Scorpio 23.23
Lilith Pisces 4.40
Asc node Sagittarius 21.28

With Mars in Cancer you have a sensitive and moody sexual energy. Your need for emotional connection must be satisfied in order for you to fully enjoy physical sex. In fact, you are likely to become emotionally attached to anyone you sleep with. It's difficult for you to separate love and sex since they are, for your sign anyway, two sides of the same coin. You have a primal need to nurture and protect both yourself and those you love. This can make Mars in Cancer a sign that becomes too self protective and even passive aggressive in the pursuit of desires. Mixed signals are likely from this sign. When you are in pursuit of your desires however, you're likely to be very romantic.

If Venus is in the sign Capricorn then your love nature is more serious and reserved than other signs. Your most predominant need in love is that it endures and is based on fulfilling your practical needs. Love is given a heavy dose of realism with Venus in Capricorn. There's no romance if you can't pay the bills. Sex can be a serious deal for you as well and you're able to exhibit a great deal of control over your libido. This sign can't love someone who has no goals or ambitions but is instantly attracted to someone responsibly climbing that ladder of success. With your Venus in Capricorn you'll show love through proving how able you are of taking care of the business in life and helping your love do just that.

D.O.
[D.O.]









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Time unknown
Sun Capricorn 21.55
Moon Virgo 11.28
Mercury Capricorn 14.48
Venus Pisces 8.48
Mars Cancer 15.59 R
Jupiter Libra 14.15
Saturn Aquarius 17.34
Uranus Capricorn 18.20
Neptune Capricorn 18.47
Pluto Scorpio 24.57
Lilith Pisces 9.47
Asc node Sagittarius 21.11
(note: Used Seoul as the city since Goyang is very close to Seoul)

With Mars in Cancer you have a sensitive and moody sexual energy. Your need for emotional connection must be satisfied in order for you to fully enjoy physical sex. In fact, you are likely to become emotionally attached to anyone you sleep with. It's difficult for you to separate love and sex since they are, for your sign anyway, two sides of the same coin. You have a primal need to nurture and protect both yourself and those you love. This can make Mars in Cancer a sign that becomes too self protective and even passive aggressive in the pursuit of desires. Mixed signals are likely from this sign. When you are in pursuit of your desires however, you're likely to be very romantic.

If Venus is in the sign Pisces then you need to transcend the boundaries of physical love and completely surrender your body and soul to romance. You attract others easily with your compassionate and forgiving ways however this sensitivity does make you vulnerable to being easily taken advantage of. Venus in Pisces can confuse sex with love and expect impossible ideals from romance. It's so easy for you to lose your breath and get carried away with a dreamy enchanted world you've created. You may fall in love with someone who another sign would quickly discard. Venus in Pisces is capable of seeing the potential for love in anyone. If someone understands your imaginative, dreamy tendencies and can respect your need to escape reality without using you, then you've found true romance!

Kai
[Kai]








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Time unknown
Sun Capricorn 23.43
Moon Aquarius 19.53
Mercury Aquarius 0.11
Venus Capricorn 23.01
Mars Capricorn 19.08
Jupiter Scorpio 11.36
Saturn Aquarius 28.20
Uranus Capricorn 22.21
Neptune Capricorn 20.58
Pluto Scorpio 27.29
Lilith Aries 20.40
Asc node Sagittarius 1.51

With Mars in Capricorn you have a strong, earthy and ambitious energy. Although you possess a lusty sexuality with this Mars placement, you appear to be very subdued and controlled so one wouldn't know this unless they were intimate with you. Mars in Capricorn prefers endurance in sex rather than the quick sprint to the finish line. You also have the ability to control your sex drive like no other sign can. Mars in Capricorn is capable of denying pleasure altogether and focusing their ambitious energy on career matters instead. When you are in a sexual relationship, you prefer to be with a partner who is experienced or even older. What's tried and true works for you in matters of sex.

If Venus is in the sign Capricorn then your love nature is more serious and reserved than other signs. Your most predominant need in love is that it endures and is based on fulfilling your practical needs. Love is given a heavy dose of realism with Venus in Capricorn. There's no romance if you can't pay the bills. Sex can be a serious deal for you as well and you're able to exhibit a great deal of control over your libido. This sign can't love someone who has no goals or ambitions but is instantly attracted to someone responsibly climbing that ladder of success. With your Venus in Capricorn you'll show love through proving how able you are of taking care of the business in life and helping your love do just that.

Sehun
[Sehun]







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Time unknown
Sun Aries 21.59
Moon Taurus 4.01
Mercury Aries 4.08
Venus Taurus 12.42
Mars Pisces 27.58
Jupiter Scorpio 12.01 R
Saturn Pisces 8.29
Uranus Capricorn 26.12
Neptune Capricorn 23.19
Pluto Scorpio 27.37 R
Lilith Taurus 0.29
Asc node Scorpio 24.18

With Mars in Pisces your energy for compassion and sacrifice could lead you to be quite a tender lover. It can also work against you if you allow your fear or guilt of your normal, healthy sex drive to get the best of you. You may have a difficult time with Mars in Pisces when it comes to actively pursuing that which you desire. In fact, you might dream of your desires rather than go after them. Sexual fantasies are strong with Mars in Pisces and the ideal lover is a dream that you somehow always search for, yet never seem able to grasp. Still, your creative energy is your strength and you will be quite imaginative in sex or in any other creative direction for your assertive powers.

If the planet Venus is in the sign Taurus then your greatest need in love is security. Physical security by knowing your partner is sexually loyal will be crucial. Venus in Taurus is a possessive sign in love and since you give yourself completely to someone you love, you expect nothing less in return. In your heart, love equals ownership. Taurus loves everything that is stimulating to the senses so you are the typical Venus sign that enjoys being wined and dined in the most romantic settings. Plenty of hugs, cuddling and physical affection are given freely by this sign but are also needed for Venus in Taurus to feel loved in return.


Kris
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Sun Scorpio 13.29
Moon Gemini 29.16
Mercury Scorpio 22.35
Venus Scorpio 14.38
Mars Gemini 12.37 R
Jupiter Leo 12.40
Saturn Capricorn 20.16
Uranus Capricorn 6.44
Neptune Capricorn 12.19
Pluto Scorpio 17.34
Lilith Sagittarius 10.54
Asc node Aquarius 1.25

With Mars in Gemini you have a great energy for communication. This power in your words is most assertively used in matters of love and sexual gratification. You have very little problem verbalizing your needs in sex or telling a partner that you want to try something new. Mars in Gemini does become bored quite easily and since this is the planet of action in restless sign romantic pursuits should always have a fresh trick up their sleeve if your desire is expected to last long. Mars in Gemini has a strong intellectual drive so mental pleasure can sometimes be more important than sex. In love, some good pillow talk will be the biggest turn on for this sign.

If Venus is in the sign Scorpio then you have an intense need to love with more physical and emotional depth and commitment than perhaps any other sign. Love is not taken lightly and once love has infiltrated your soul it's there for good. Venus in Scorpio needs to be in control of this decision to fall in love however so it's likely you'll end up being initially guarded and slow to reveal yourself to a prospective lover as you size up the genuine potential of long term romance. Sex is the ultimate expression of love to Venus in Scorpio; however you're not interested in casual sex per se. You want intimacy. You want to know the good, bad and ugly when you're in love with someone and experience the ultimate pleasures and pain together.


Luhan
[Luhan]





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Sun Aries 29.49
Moon Aquarius 22.09
Mercury Taurus 17.03
Venus Pisces 14.34
Mars Aquarius 29.26
Jupiter Cancer 5.13
Saturn Capricorn 25.10
Uranus Capricorn 9.34 R
Neptune Capricorn 14.35 R
Pluto Scorpio 16.53 R
Lilith Scorpio 18.37
Asc node Aquarius 13.25

With Mars in Taurus you have a steady, enduring stream of energy that doesn't rush but always finishes what is started. In love and sex you're capable of keeping the fire lit all night long. You don't need anything fancy to get you in the mood since you're the most sensuous of all the signs. In fact, physical pleasure is essential to your well being and Mars in Taurus will aggressively pursue achieving this gratification. Mars in this sign endows you with great perseverance and determination. In your sexual relationships you desire someone who isn't inhibited with the earthy, lustful act of two bodies engaged in pure animal delight.

If Venus is in the sign Pisces then you need to transcend the boundaries of physical love and completely surrender your body and soul to romance. You attract others easily with your compassionate and forgiving ways however this sensitivity does make you vulnerable to being easily taken advantage of. Venus in Pisces can confuse sex with love and expect impossible ideals from romance. It's so easy for you to lose your breath and get carried away with a dreamy enchanted world you've created. You may fall in love with someone who another sign would quickly discard. Venus in Pisces is capable of seeing the potential for love in anyone. If someone understands your imaginative, dreamy tendencies and can respect your need to escape reality without using you, then you've found true romance!


Xiumin
[Xiumin]




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Sun Aries 5.12
Moon Pisces 25.33
Mercury Aries 12.20
Venus Aquarius 18.49
Mars Aquarius 10.44
Jupiter Cancer 2.11
Saturn Capricorn 24.04
Uranus Capricorn 9.26
Neptune Capricorn 14.28
Pluto Scorpio 17.27 R
Lilith Scorpio 15.49
Asc node Aquarius 15.30

With Mars in Aquarius you have unusual ideas and attitudes when it comes to sex and your energy will be rather eccentric as you pursue your desires. In fact, what turns you on is likely to confuse the average person. For you, anything worth pursuing must contain a mental connection first. If you don't feel mental arousal, it's impossible to have physical stimulation. The problem is, what turns you on with Mars in Aquarius could be different every day. Phone or cyber sex is particularly appealing to you as are all forms of nontraditional and experimental sexcapades. In general, Mars in Aquarius has the most progressive energy to direct itself where other people would never consider going.

If Venus is in the sign Aquarius, your love needs revolve around experimentation and thinking outside the box when it comes to sex and romance. Venus in Aquarius will attract others through a progressive, open and radical mind that isn't going to obey traditional rules of love. This is the "rebel" in love. You value friendship and a strong mental connection in romance and may appear less comfortable than other signs when it comes to expressing heavy emotion. Venus in Aquarius must have independence and freedom in love so a traditional relationship usually won't work for this sign. If a lover values you for your eccentricity and unpredictability then you may have found true love.


Lay
[Lay]



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Sun Libra 13.24
Moon Libra 4.02
Mercury Libra 16.01
Venus Virgo 0.11
Mars Libra 23.32
Jupiter Virgo 5.05
Saturn Aquarius 0.12
Uranus Capricorn 9.58
Neptune Capricorn 14.02
Pluto Scorpio 18.54
Lilith Capricorn 18.13
Asc node Capricorn 14.18

With Mars in Libra your energy in matters of achievement is more tempered than other signs. You're a lover, not a fighter. Since you are overly concerned with the other person and their needs with Mars in Libra, you can make an excellent, accommodating lover indeed. You must be assured that your partner is thrilled before you can enjoy yourself. At the same time however, you could suffer with some underlying anger and aggression if your own physical needs are being ignored. Although you won't come right out and say this, you expect your partner to know what to do to satisfy you since you go so out of the way to ensure their pleasure. Mars in Libra is concerned with energy balance and equality.

If the planet Venus is in the sign Virgo then your overwhelming need in love is to have the object of your potential affection pass some very discriminating tests before you're truly willing to step into romance. Yes, Venus in Virgo is famous for that "checklist". It could intimidate potential lovers but that's not really a threat since they'll never even know you're analyzing them to decide whether or not love is possible in the first place. Venus in Virgo does all this quietly and without fanfare. Your greatest need in love besides perfection is simply to be needed. You most easily express love by being of service to your lover and taking care of all those details in life. When you criticize or nag, it's only because you care so deeply and expect such pure love.

Chen
[Chen]


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Sun Virgo 28.23
Moon Cancer 14.58
Mercury Libra 3.22
Venus Libra 25.05
Mars Cancer 4.56
Jupiter Virgo 25.50
Saturn Aquarius 12.19 R
Uranus Capricorn 14.02 R
Neptune Capricorn 16.12 R
Pluto Scorpio 20.56
Lilith Aquarius 27.12
Asc node Sagittarius 25.35

With Mars in Cancer you have a sensitive and moody sexual energy. Your need for emotional connection must be satisfied in order for you to fully enjoy physical sex. In fact, you are likely to become emotionally attached to anyone you sleep with. It's difficult for you to separate love and sex since they are, for your sign anyway, two sides of the same coin. You have a primal need to nurture and protect both yourself and those you love. This can make Mars in Cancer a sign that becomes too self protective and even passive aggressive in the pursuit of desires. Mixed signals are likely from this sign. When you are in pursuit of your desires however, you're likely to be very romantic.

If Venus is in the sign Libra then your most dominating need in love is to have peace at any price. You actually tend to experience much conflict in matters of romance but show your love through an innate desire and extraordinary talent to restore harmony through quarrels. Your Venus in Libra wants to be loved for diplomacy and a sense of justice. You also have an amazing need to be in a committed partnership so casual sex is usually not your best route. An intellectual connection in romance is a must for Venus in Libra. Your ability to compromise is one of your strengths in love and you tend to attract others easily through a pronounced physical beauty.



Tao
[Tao]

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Sun Taurus 11.46
Moon Virgo 16.55
Mercury Aries 26.43
Venus Aries 5.25
Mars Leo 2.01
Jupiter Libra 6.04 R
Saturn Aquarius 29.06
Uranus Capricorn 22.10 R
Neptune Capricorn 21.08 R
Pluto Scorpio 24.30 R
Lilith Pisces 22.03
Asc node Sagittarius 12.36

With Mars in Leo you have a deep desire to be as flamboyant in your expression of love and desire as possible. No other sign can compete with your romantic energy since Leo rules love, sex and romance! Mars in Leo does tend toward the assertive pursuit of its own creative self expression and you have a strong desire for being recognized and respected in all you do. You act with nobility and pride in all aspects of life but this is especially apparent in your sexual pursuits. Mars in Leo wants to be a lover who is remembered for being warm hearted and capable of keeping the fun in love for a long time to come. And as long as you get the attention you need, you'll do just that!

If the planet Venus is in Aries then your number one need for romance is passion! In sexual matters you're likely to be direct and bold. You're a flirt and can easily attract others to you even though you prefer to be the one who initiates a relationship. The thrill of the chase is a big turn on in love. In fact, to prevent boredom you must always feel pursued by your lover. Venus in Aries needs plenty of attention and stimulation. Since this is a sign known for assertiveness and independence, in matters of romance and sex, Venus in Aries takes the lead.

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Luhan dreams

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OK, this is the first ~real~ EXO dream that I can remember vividly, and it was NOT a good one lol!!

So last night I had this dream where me and someone in EC fandom (aka not someone I know irl) were BFFs and for some reason we were in some of camp group, but not really "camp" per se, more like those "lock ins" that church groups do as a fun thing for group members?? But we weren't part of a church group at all. Just some unnamed extracurricular activity group lol. That Luhan was also a part of. Anyway, so we were grocery shopping and everyone was spread out and me and BFF were grocery shopping together and pushing our cart. And while doing so, BFF was bitching about Luhan about how he was such a player and although she found him really really attractive, she would never date him because he would break her heart and she already had a really bad experience with her past boyfriend which had totally destroyed her trust in all men. And so I was agreeing with her. Dream me was also really attracted to Luhan, but I hated him at the same time because I never would have a chance with him and it was just easier hating him than pining away + he really was a player type lol.

ANYWAY, somehow in my dream our group's "lock in" was in the grocery store and there was magically a queen sized bed in one of the aisles. So me and BFF we cuddling in bed together and being giggly and really QT, and THEN LUHAN APPEARS. And then he lies down at the head of our bed, and INTERRUPTS OUR QT BONDING TIME by talking to BFF and telling her how beautiful she is and how much he likes her etc, etc. Then BFF, to my surprise, suddenly falls madly in love with Luhan and starts talking to him (I can't remember about what), and I just remember getting REALLY REALLY JEALOUS because Luhan was STEALING MY BFF. I was seriously SO SO SO ANGRY. And as they were staring lovingly into each others eyes, I was trying to use my hands to block their vision of each other (LMAO), but they were totally ignoring me, so I left. And then they had sex on said bed, but I didn't see any of that, I just knew somehow. So then I just walk over to the alcohol aisle and then somehow the grocery store turns into the front porch of my parents' house and I start calling some of my IRL friends complaining about Luhan and how my BFF abandoned me etc.

And then I woke up with my heart pounding because I was seriously SO ANGRY at Luhan. SO SO SO SO SO ANGRY LOL!! I don't know if I was just a possessive friend or also romantic feels for BFF, but I was definitely not jealous that she got Luhan. Anyway, I tried to stay awake for 5 minutes so I wouldn't fall back into the same dream, it was THAT traumatic for me haha. Luckily I fell asleep dreaming about something else, but today I was so out of it because of that dream. UGH

So the outcomes of said dream are:
1. I actually can't really look at pics of Luhan right now because I just think of dream!Luhan and get really angry hahahaha. Maybe Yixing gods have noticed me talking about Luhan too much lol!
2. I feel like I can't trust EC buddy because dream!EC friend abandoned me like that, which is totally unreasonable, but the dream was /that/ vivid for me.
3. I think I've been reading too much horoscope lately, especially this Venus in Scorpio stuff. But maybe I'm subconsciously a really possessive and jealous person :(.

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Kris...

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1. Kris's decision to leave

Maybe it's my fan feelings toward him that sway my opinion (so these are just my thoughts and not necessarily meant to be taken as fact/truth), but I do believe that Kris left not for his own ambition, but because of conflicts with SM's management. If he had wanted to be a successful solo Chinese celebrity, I would have thought that he would have waited until after he had at least scored a solo acting gig and established a bigger presence in China first before breaking away. I think chances would have been pretty good that SM would have arranged an acting opportunity like they did with Luhan. Kris, Luhan and Kai were the only ones who got real acting roles in Wolf drama MV, so I don't think Kris's previous absence would have affected his chances. But maybe all the stars aligned just right and a Chinese company or companies offered him a lucrative deal. Only time will tell. But in general, with the exception of Hangeng, I don't feel most of the idols who have broken away from SM have ever achieved the amount of success (i.e. JYJ, JTL/HOT, FTTS) they would have if they had stayed with SM.

2. Kris's selfishness and hurting the other members

Yes, I think the timing is terrible and although there is no 'good' time to leave, it would have been easier on the other members to leave after Overdose promotions were over. Yes, I think that what he did was in his own interest. But I choose to believe that his timing was not done to hurt EXO members, but to send a message to SM. I choose to believe that he thought about this for many months and understood that his actions would inevitably alienate him from the rest of the members, but that he was so unhappy and fed up to the point that he would be willing to give those relationships up. To give up years of training, years of being away from family and friends, years being in a foreign country where you can't speak the language, and career 'success' says to me that Kris felt he was in a situation where he felt trapped and could not endure or be happy in no matter what the sacrifice. I choose to believe that this was not an easy decision for him and if he could, he would have done it in a way to spare his fellow members from this pain.

But I don't know him, I will never know him, and so these are all speculations on my part.

But beyond speculation, at some point you have to live for yourself. Life is too short to waste in situations where you will never be happy. A job is a job. For the vast majority of people, their job isn't their life or what defines them. In the end, only you will be looking back on your life thinking, "Was my life worth living?"*. Not your family, not your friends, not your colleagues, not your boss, not your fans. Being an idol requires a lot of sacrifice and hard work. You're rarely allowed to see your family. You work long hours. You have very little control over your own career. You will always be in the lower ranks in the company hierarchy because you are ultimately a product they are trying to sell. It is very difficult to date. You can't start your own family. At a certain point in time, you will have outlived your popularity and usefulness. Your fans will leave and move on with their own lives. For some people, the fame and fortune may not be worth it. I hope it's worth it for the remainder of the EXO members. I'm happy for Kris if he came to the realization that there are certain things in life that are more important than others to him. I want Kris to be able to look back on his life with satisfaction. I want the other 11 members to look back on their lives with satisfaction.

As far as why he didn't talk to his fellow members beforehand, I feel like I can't give an opinion on it. Maybe he felt isolated and alone in feeling he was the only one who didn't want to part of SM anymore. Maybe he didn't regard any of the members as good enough friends to consult with. I don't think he was wrong for not telling his fellow members, but I don't think he was right either. There are just too many unknown variables for me to judge him on his actions. Career-wise, though, I think EXO will do fine. DBSK and 2PM didn't suffer too much after their respective scandals. However, I don't think they will split up as EXO-M and EXO-K anymore, though, due to the imbalance. Likely it will just become OT11 and mostly Korean promotions like Wolf/Growl.

3. The argument that international fans "don't understand Korean culture" when they are criticizing SM

SM is the only company out of the other big Korean idol companies where idols have sued the company for unfair treatment and poor working conditions in the past few years, and many have left the company in the past without renewing their contracts when they were still very popular and could have continued to be popular under SM. I'm not saying that other idol companies are without their faults, but to say that those criticizing SM for treatment of their employees is 'not understanding Korean culture' doesn't make any sense when this issue with multiple lawsuits are pretty much only endemic to SM vs YG/JYP/Cube. There is something about how that company is structured and how it treats its employees that is toxic and harmful, whether it be physically or mentally or financially, to the point that people are willing to throw away years of hard training and being part of the most powerful and successful idol company in Korea. In comparison, I have not heard of a member that has willingly left in the middle of a contract against company wishes (at the height of popularity, no less) from any of the other 3 companies.

4. My personal feelings throughout this event

Honestly, I have not been particularly emotional throughout this entire process. But in general, although I spend a lot of time and energy fangirling, I don't get very emotionally attached. For example, when Yixing was injured/sick, yes I hoped he would get better. But I never dwelt on it or felt particularly distraught over events like this. I just can't relate to them; their world is too different from for me to really empathize with them beyond a superficial level. I'll get teary-eyed for my patients and their families. But I try not to let my fangirling life overlap with my personal life because I am not comfortable with that.

However, whenever I see Kris, I do feel little....wince of nostalgia? Not true sadness. But something like the feeling you get when you see someone you knew from years and years ago. You were childhood best friends, sharing everything, and then over the years, your relationship drifted apart over time, life and distance. And then you run into them at a reunion or party and think to yourself, "wow...you played such a big role in a good portion of my life." You miss them, but things have changed. You've changed. He/She's changed. And you walk away without initiating conversation because you want to preserve those good memories the two of you had.

I honestly can't say whether or not I will stay interested in EXO. It's not that I don't want to be; I still want to like EXO, I still want to like Yixing. But from my experience being a NEWS fangirl in the past, I have generally quickly lost interest in that group despite wanting to return to fandom and never having had any negative feelings. Perhaps it's because the illusion of idoldom once dispelled, can never be brought back, or perhaps because I feel the member dynamics will never be the same. I've always been pretty fickle with my interests, so the fact that I have been here since History is a very long time for me already!

5. Good-bye, Kris

I selfishly want to continue to support you in the entertainment industry as the successful and bright 'Wu YiFan' even if you are no longer 'Kris from EXO', but whatever path you choose, I hope you're happy, healthy, and loved.

I'll miss your amazing anime-god-like features.

I'll miss making fun of your rapping.

I'll miss your dumb jokes

I'll miss your adorable awkwardness

I'll miss your greasiness

I'll miss your smile

I'll also miss my delusions of swinging off your dick like Tarzan <3


* Erikson's stages of psychosocial development for all you nerds out there

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Olympics NBC broadcast schedule

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Fri. Feb. 14 8-11:30 Olympics (Mens Long) NBC
Sat. Feb. 15 1:05a-4:30a Repeat of: Olympics (Mens Long) NBC


Sun. Feb. 16 10a-2p LIVE Olympics (Short Dance) NBCSN
Sun. Feb. 16 7-11pm Olympics (Short Dance) NBC

Mon. Feb. 17 8-11:30 Olympics (Free Dance) NBC

Wed. Feb. 19 8-11:30 Olympics (Ladies Short) NBC

Thurs Feb. 20 8-11:30 Olympics (Ladies Long) NBC


Just so I know what is when

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2 weeks left

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Breathe in, breathe out

*prayer*

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HE IS SO FRIGGIN' NAUGHTY OMG

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Chen Chen Chen

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EXO's Chen's message to all female fans
Chen: Actually, I wish that girls nowadays would have more confidence in themselves. A lot of magazines and models now are used to get girls to want to look perfect. But really, I think especially all our fans are beautiful no matter what. Girls should feel more happy about themselves. No one is perfect. It’s all about what your personality and heart is like. I’m not one the looks for appearance right away. I want to say a message to our female fans: You are beautiful and don’t let anyone tell you that you are not. And a message saying that I love my beautiful mom wherever she is now. Mom – are you listening? /smiles and laughs a little/
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CHEN YOU ARE AMAZING AND PERFECT <333

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